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07-17-2021 at 03:19 AM
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This is Goodbye :(

I feel terrible right now, absolutely devastated. My father died from covid 4 months ago and it was the sadest time of my life, to see such a good man die in that terrible way at a very young age, he was only 58. For weeks I couldn't even believe it, I felt like I was in an alternate reality or that I was dreaming and I was suddenly going to wake up and things would be back to normal. Little by little reality started to sink in and I finally accepted that I would never see him again. To see the sadness in my sisters and my mother only made things worse and my life has never been the same since then.

Four days ago I started to feel sick and the next day things just got worse, I went and took the covid test and today the results came in: positive. I got vaccinated 2 months ago, I rarely leave the house, I always wear a mask, always wash everything that I buy in the store, but apparently none of that worked, I am feeling incredibly scared and based on the severity of the symptoms I'm expecting the worst. I don't want to wait until I have to go to the hospital to say goodbye to the community so I thought I would do it now.

These four years Twin Galaxies completely absorbed me and it was a wondeful experience to have met all of you. I never thought I would get so enamored with the idea of competitive gaming and I'm very glad I came across these wonderful community. I'm afraid this would be my last post so THANK YOU!

If I don't write again in 2 months, well, you'll know why.

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  1. MyOwnWorstEnemy's Avatar

    I'm very sorry for your loss and the bad news on your diagnosis. You're a valued member of this niche community and gained the respect and friendship of many here on this site. More importantly, you seem like a good person inside and outside the gaming world.

    Stay strong and positive mi amigo! You still have plenty of game left in you!

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  2. Barthax's Avatar

    My sincerest commiserations on your loss and diagnosis. It has been awesome to experience your participation here but real life should always take precedence. Wishing you a speedy recovery. :D

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  3. bensweeneyonbass's Avatar

    Daniel I am so sad to hear of your loss and your illness. And I'm scared for you but I believe you can recover from this. You have my respect and you'll be in my thoughts. Now go get em.

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  4. Rogerpoco's Avatar

    So, so sorry to hear all that.

    We all hope the very best for you, Man, this is terrible news.

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  5. MaineiacGaming's Avatar

    Sorry for your loss. Wishing you a speedy recovery and to see you back at Twin Galaxies soon.

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  6. RaGeNyC's Avatar

    I'm sorry for your loss, Daniel. I was there myself in January 2019. My father passed away suddenly. You nailed when you said "alternate reality"....I've lost friends and family before, but the loss of a parent is on a whole other level. I think you're through the worst of it now though, and it'll become easier to deal with as more and more time goes by. Yes, I said more and more time goes by--because you're going to be here! I thoroughly believe in positive vibes. Kick any negative thoughts to the curb. You got this, brutha :)

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  7. JJT_Defender's Avatar

    My sincere condolences to your lost, always hold wonderful memories of your father. My prayers are with you and your family and friends. May God be in your Heart and Soul in these times.

    I had few friends die because Covid19 complications in the hospital.

    I can relate to going through, I lost my father 7 years ago 2014, I loved him very much, I miss him so, I know he watching over me and his new grandson Adonis.

    The hard part for me was my brother did not allow me to see,talk,email,write letter to him in the last 6 years of his life, his motive was money him and his wife. My brother had power of attorney. One reason my father favored me. What made matters worse that when I had ask for a autopsy, he went cremated him, I suspected foul play, and he never even let get some of my father ashes.

    From that time forth I never forgave my brother for that. That was heartless and unforgiving.

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  8. timmell's Avatar

    Daniel, You will be in my prayers that you will get through this. Hopefully quickly as well. Think positively about recovery. Emotional mindset also can help your body fight. Don't say your good byes. Just tell your loved ones and friends you love them every day. Just like you normally would everyday.

    Can't wait to see your name fill the submission queue later this year.

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  9. Doron's Avatar

    Daniel

    Your story is very touching, I'm so sorry about your father, Please accept my condolences

    I'm sure you'll get over this damn virus and have a quick recovery!

    Get well soon mate

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  10. Fly's Avatar

    Sorry about your loss and the bad news on the results. Stay strong. Everyone here is wishing for the best for you.

    COVID almost killed me about 6 months ago. Go to the hospital if you have too. If I didn't go I probably wouldn't be here today.

    Hec

  11. TWIN GALAXIES's Avatar

    Very sorry to hear about your loss and Covid challenge.

    All of us here at Twin Galaxies are thinking of you and hope that you get better soon.

    Sending healthy vibes your way for a safe and speedy recovery.

    Strength to you.

    Warmest,

    -TG

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  12. Rogerpoco's Avatar

    Yeah, jumping back in-everyone has nice things going on to say, but particularly Terr and Mike, I want to piggyback their sentiments, and didn't before(You Guys both teared me up a bit).

    Power thru it, Man, don't let it get you!

    Being so close to a situation that went the wrong way, I understand your worry, but just stay strong, you are healthy otherwise, have confidence that your body is going to fight back.


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  13. JJT_Defender's Avatar

    My prayers are with you Daniel you are young and strong with the Spirit.

    You will get through this my Adonis went through this and made it. It scared me that he may past and I refused and prayed to God that he pull through and the Lord answered my prayers.

    You have family and friends and Twin Galaxies members all praying for you.


    Definitely go to the hospital, ASAP.

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  14. thegamer1185's Avatar

    So sorry to hear about your father. Covid is a really crazy thing. It seems to be completely different for each individual, and I am hoping you are one of them that has mild symptoms and are able to recover smoothly. Mindset is key. You have always been a positive guy on here, no doubt you are that way in person. Keep being positive! Wishing you a speedy recovery and I look forward to seeing you back in a few months, hopefully much sooner!

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  15. JJT_Defender's Avatar

    Did you take one or 2 shots? 2 dose shots are required , it seems that you had a late reaction to the vaccine. Have people find out what company provided the vaccine.

    They will pay all medical expenses and treatment.

    Hang in there be strong.

    Your health is most important.

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  16. stella_blue's Avatar


    I am very sorry to hear of your father's passing.

    The result of your test is only a temporary setback. You are a strong, young man, and I am confident that you will recover quickly.

    If the thoughts and prayers of this community mean anything, take comfort in the fact that positive energy is coming your way in huge doses.


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  17. speedy47591's Avatar

    Hydrate hydrate hydrate. And rage is right about kicking negative thoughts to the curb. Nothing will F up your immune system quicker than depression and anxiety.

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  18. stygian's Avatar

    Hi, Pixe. We are praying for your comfort on your father's passing; and praying for extra strength to fight the Covid-19. As a Christian, I never thought I'd say this, but: Kick that Covid's azz.

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  19. sdwyer138's Avatar

    Hey friend, I'm saddened to hear about all of this. Wishing you and your family the best. You are good dude and an asset to the community here. We will see you again soon.

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  20. Rickster8's Avatar

    Terribly sad news man. So very sorry... I am very hopeful this is just a needed break and you'll be fine and back with us soon. Rest up and get better. You WILL beat this man. Praying for you and your family....

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